the interpretation of a dream

On a path of accidental righteousness...holding my gravity towards a future consuming itself...stuck in a feedback loop draining energy out of a flawed structure processing useless information in the brain...it used to hold truth...trying to build a mythology based on abstract symbolism...putting my true self on display while at odds with the consequences of honesty...distorted pictures of distant places...the consensus of my being...taking hold of the moment while also spending time with old memories...slowly putting the puzzle together even if the outcome is unknown...what's the breaking point on this? things fell apart just before the climax...trying to decipher potential enemies while in a deep state of vulnerability...an illusion of safety penetrated at will by strangers...digesting some misery but keeping the spirit intact...too many emotional decisions and not enough logical decisions...trying to find the balance......be kind despite your primitive instincts...a new way of interpreting thought...trying to find something quiet and strong that might last long....warning...false starts and misunderstandings are frequent...abort